Todd Miller: Blog

Todd Miller: Blog

Back West.

If I got as drunk as a bum, tried to kick a teenager off of a stage as she was accepting an award and became (if I wasn’t already) America’s most despised rapper (people who had never even heard of him, mothers, fathers and grandparents spat when they said his name)–and if I had millions of disposable dollars- I’d probably disappear for a while too. Maybe I’d go to India, or Europe, or South America. I wouldn’t go to Leno and probably not Nashville either, for a while at least.

Kanye West did go to Leno. It didn’t really help his cause though. He continued to look pretty pathetic through his public apology while Jay Leno shined as an interviewer on his new (now old) show, asking the rapper what his dead mother would have thought of it all. Then he went away.

I’m pretty sure that Taylor Swift is just fine by now. She was wronged and she took it well. She smiled and held her head high. Oh, and she also has millions of disposable dollars. So if there’s anyone in the world who I’m going to feel sorry for, I’m probably not going to start with her. Also, let’s just be honest. Beyoncé should have won that award for “Single Ladies (Put a Ring On It),” hands down. I know that Taylor Swift obviously couldn’t help that. But Kanye was right, just out of line.

A year later, as Kanye is beginning to make noise again, I’m confronted on a more and more regular basis with people who still hate him. Not only is it the mothers and fathers and grandparents, but my peers, people who love music and who like hip-hop a lot, they also spit and scoff when they say things like, “Ugh, Kanye West, I hate that dude!” Maybe it’s his arrogance or maybe it’s his HUGE level of success or maybe they really just don’t like his music, but I kind of doubt that last one. That hatred is not a completely new sentiment though.

In 2008, at Lollapalooza, the group I was with did not want to see Kanye West close out the last night of the festival, not at all. Never mind that he was touring on his strongest record to date at the time. The only reason that this group of people even went to that side of the park was in response to the rumors that had been lingering around the festival all weekend that then presidential hopeful Barack Obama would be making an appearance at some point during Kanye’s show. Why he would do that didn’t make sense, which is probably why he never showed, but it was still enough to get everybody over there for at least half of the set, even if they were sitting on a hill in the back, griping about how much they “hated this dude.”

Well if there was a group of people who didn’t like them then (to be fair, there were many people that night who did), there were even more of them after the Taylor Swift incident. When you’re as big as he is, there will people who don’t like what you’re doing, not matter what. But that whole thing didn’t help at all. It’s understandable why he went away. He stayed quiet, traveled, worked on some new music in Hawaii and now, he’s coming back. And, in my opinion, he’s in the best possible position to do so.

See, he’s not just been recording new music, but he’s been recording new music with a chip on his shoulder. That’s why I can’t wait to hear the new record. The songs that have trickled out so far have showcased vintage, Kanye West and all three have been terrific. He’s still confident/cocky (your choice), but he’s got a point to prove. He’s angry and he doesn’t sound like he wants to hear about any of it anymore. He doesn’t care if you, my group of friends at Lollapalooza 2008 or anyone at all likes it or not. And this isn’t 808s & Heartbreaks, where he actually did seem to care a lot if no one or everyone liked it. He’s back to doing what he does best now and  he’s cooking with gas. It’s exciting to hear him back on top of his game. There will always be those people who hate him for some relevant and other irrelevant issues. Maybe they really don’t like his music or his attitude or his lyrical subject matter or anything else, but he seems to be just fine with that.

“Weapons for War”

A Lull “Weapons For War”

Director/Producer/DP/Editor: Anthony Ciannamea
Camera Operators: Anthony Ciannamea / Lane Fujita / Mark Wisniowski
Assistants: Mike Brown / Todd Miller / Lenny Ciannamea
Wardrobe & Effects: A Lull / Anthony Ciannamea
Creatures: Nigel Evan Dennis / Ashwin Deepankar

Summer so far.

It’s been a pretty great summer so far. Two oceans, bunches of cities and a lot of good people along the way. Here’s what some of it has looked like.

Louisville, KY

Louisville, KY

Chicago, IL

Denver, CO

Philadelphia, PA

Brooklyn, NY

Brooklyn, NY

San Francisco, CA

San Francisco, CA

San Francisco, CA

Homer, AK

Cooper Landing, AK

Seward, AK

Holgate Glacier, AK

Kenai Peninsula, AK

A City Without a King.

“If Jeezy’s is paying Lebron, I’m paying Dwayne Wade.” – Jay-Z “Empire State of Mind”

It looks like Jay’s going to have to change up some lyrics. After tonight’s wild culmination of the last two years of speculation, that line’s sounding a little more like, “If Riley’s paying Lebron… then… oh, Riley’s also paying Dwayne Wade… then…wait… Riley’s paying him too… hold on a minute… who am I paying?” Turns out Hova’s paying Travis Outlaw, but for some reason, that just doesn’t seem to have the same ring to it.

I don’t think anyone really feels bad for Jay-Z or Prokhorov or The Nets though. Jay’s probably pouring champagne on all three of their faces on Dwayne’s yacht right now (at 12:40am CST on July 9). Nobody should feel bad for The Knicks or The Bulls or The Clippers either for that matter. The Knicks might have Carmello next year and the Bulls will be good without one of The (New) Big Three. They had the most to gain (with a great young core already in place) and the least to lose (because that core is much more than the other contenders had after dumping major salary cap space). They’ll be alright, and maybe they won’t just be alright. Maybe they’ll be contenders. And the Clippers have Vinny, so they should be okay too, right? All of those teams tried with everything they had and they lost, but the city of Cleveland had the rug pulled out from under itself and it’s residents collective asses are feeling bruised and pretty cut up right about now.

At one time, as a lifelong Bulls fan, I had convinced myself that Chicago would have been the best decision for James to make. I’d tell myself and whoever would listen to me that, “The Bulls have Rose and Noah and if he actually wants to win championships, he and a power forward will come here.” And, I’d be lying if I said that I didn’t want him for The Bulls as recently as two seconds before “South Beach” left his lips on that stage. But I stopped believing that Chicago would have been the best decision around when “The Decision,” the hour-long, primetime, self-indulgent, unprecedented, ego (how could it get bigger?) inflating ESPN special was announced. I wondered if he was actually going to have the balls to go on television and announce to the world and to Cleveland, more importantly, in such a grand and tacky way, that he was out.

That’s about when I started to feel conflicted. I obviously wanted him on The Bulls, which with every minute over the last week seemed to become a longer and longer shot, which lead me to believe that it was an unrealistic wish, but I also hoped not to see Cleveland’s heart ripped out and stomped on. There was a lot of talk about the potential economic impact that Lebron leaving Cleveland would have in regards to bars and restaurants simply closing as a result of the stadium going from sold-out on a nightly basis to half-full on good nights without him. That’s also probably pretty presumptuous and doesn’t really say much about Cleveland fans, but I was sure there would be effects, the extent of which I don’t think anyone could really estimate.

Could he really turn his back on his hometown? Yes. But, he has every right to do it. What bothers me and I think most people is the manner in which it was handled. It was like a jumbo-tron break-up instead of an engagement. If Lebron had quietly chosen to stay or go (see Kevin Durant’s Twitter post announcing his contract extension, “Extension for 5 more years with the Thunder….God Is Great, me and my family came a long way…I love yall man for real, this a blessing!”(obviously he chose to stay, not to go, but I’m guessing the humility with which he handled his announcement would have been similar if it were a different announcement)), rather than inflating himself into something that was bigger than the game or the world and everyone in it, would have (probably) curbed Cleveland and the world’s reaction to his decision. I have to imagine that it is completely because of the way that the announcement became public that there will be no #23 jerseys or LBJ pictures hanging on the walls and in the hallways in Quicken Loans Arena tomorrow morning and is also what spurred the emotional (and crazy) open letter from Dan Gilbert which was posted on The Cav’s official web site not long after the announcement.

The bottom line is that underneath the façade and the royal nickname and the ego that may not fit inside of his new home, American Airlines Arena, Lebron looked scared. The questions from Jim Gray seemed to be built in to stall and to obviously give him more face time before most viewers turned a middle finger at the TV, turned it off and walked away as he became the most hated person in American sports, but they also seemed built in so he could stall until he had enough guts to say what he had come there to say. His eyes looked weak and the confidence that pours from him on the court seemed to have decided that “The Decision” may have not been the greatest forum for the type of announcement, and this specific announcement, more specifically.

But, what has been done has been done. The (New) Big Three are headed for the beach.  Tonight, the James jerseys are burning in Cleveland and Gilbert’s fingers are probably aching like Kanye’s after typing so hard and in such aggressive CAPS. Tomorrow, the sun will probably be really bright in Miami and it might rain in Cleveland. Tomorrow, the Bulls will try to shore up a shooting guard and The Knicks and The Nets will scramble for what’s left. The Heat will have to figure out how to get nine other players and The Cavs will figure out how to fill seats. It may seem like this Dream Team is seemingly going to dominate the Eastern conference and the NBA forever, but dominance is never permanent and every King eventually falls.

Six things to do now that LOST is over.

1. Study physics really hard and figure out how to get a flash sideways alternate reality for you and all of your friends.
2. Avoid all of ABC’s sure to quickly and steadily arrive sci-fi/drama/action knock-offs.
3. Read all of the books that were referenced over the course of six seasons, looking for more “answers” than were given in the finale.
4. Watch the LOST actors’ other movies and shows on streaming Netflix to see how bad they had it and how they will probably never have it as good ever again.
5. Get outside; see some people.
6. Wait anxiously until August 24th, when the complete series box set will be released, and start it all over again.

New Record Reviews Coming Soon.

Broken Social Scene – Forgiveness Rock Record

MGMT – Congratulations

Jamie Lidell -Compass

Visit my portfolio for these in the near future and right now for reviews of new albums from Light Pollution, Dr. Dog, Gorillaz, Shy Child, Liars, Rocky Votolato, Yeasayer, Spoon and many more.

Weapons For War/Spread It All Around (7″).

We’re super excited about the release of our (A Lull) new 7″ “Weapons For War/Spread It All Around.” Get details here and  pre-orders, downloads and remixes here. Thanks!!

A Lull/Tour.

1/21 – Chicago, IL @ Schubas Tavern
1/22 – Indianapolis, IN @ Vollrath Tavern
1/23 – Louisville, KY @ Skull Alley
1/24 – Indiana, PA @ The Indiana Players
1/25 – Pittsburgh, PA @ Point Park University Ballroom
1/27 – Rochester, NY @ BugJar
1/28 – Manhattan, NY @ Pianos
1/29 – Brooklyn, NY @ The Grasslands
1/31 – Arlington, VA @ Galaxy Hut
2/1 – Charlotte, NC @ The Evening Muse
2/2 – Columbia, SC @ The Elbow Room
2/3 – Atlanta, GA @ Drunken Unicorn
2/4 – Tallahassee, FL @ The Engine Room
2/5 – Birmingham, AL @ The Nick
2/6 – Mobile, AL @ Alabama Music Box
2/8 – Houston, TX @ Super Happy Fun Land
2/9 – Austin, TX @ Hole In The Wall
2/10 – Dallas, TX @ Bills Records (In-store)
2/11 – Tulsa, OK @ Soundpony
2/12 – Lawrence, KS @ Replay Lounge

Definitely (a few of) the Best (Chicago) Sports Moments of the Decade.

1. Game 3 of the 2005 American League Division Series, Chicago White Sox v. Boston Red Sox

It was an early game, on a rainy Friday evening. The game was being played in Boston, but it was raining there too. I had somewhere to be, but I wasn’t going to leave until the game was over because I just wasn’t going to leave in the middle of a tight playoff game. In the sixth inning, the White Sox were ahead, but it didn’t look good. The bases were loaded with Red Sox and there were no outs.  Ozzie Guillen called El Duque, Orlando Hernández, who had been a starter for much of the season came into the game, out of the bullpen to try and minimize the damage.

I have never seen a moment as tense as those next ten minutes in all of the sports I’ve ever watched, but somehow, some way, the base runners stayed where they were. The first two batters popped up and then Johnny Damon struck out swinging. The inning was over, amazingly, and the White Sox still had the lead. Of course, The White Sox went on to win the game and the series and the World Series eventually, but better than the four game sweep of the Houston Astros or the dropped-third-strike-stolen-base by A.J. Pierzynski against the Los Angeles Angels of Anaheim or the home runs by Scott Podsednik and Paul Konerko or the four consecutive complete games pitched by Mark Buerhle, John Garland, Freddy Garcia and José Contreras was the inning when the seemingly impossible feat of holding with no outs and the bases loaded was accomplished.

2. Game 6 of the first round of the 2009 NBA Playoffs, Chicago Bulls v. Boston Celtics

The one Bulls game that I made it to last season was certainly the best Bulls game in the post-Jordan era to date and was part of what will go down in history as potentially one of the best first rounds ever played. Granted, had Kevin Garnet been healthy, the Bulls wouldn’t have stood a chance, but he was injured and the the teams were as evenly matched as they could have been. Four of the seven games in the series went into overtime and on this particular night, at the United Center, there were three overtime periods played and everyone in the building was standing and screaming for the entire time. It was a game of buzzer beating three point shots, hard fouls, clutch steals ands all around great basketball. When the Bulls finally edged out the win, the on-court television reporter handed Joakim Noah the microphone but instead of talking about the positive or negative aspects of the game, he jumped onto the scorers’ table and belted out a high-pitched scream into the microphone, thanking the fans for the night and essentially for the season, as it would be the last time that the Bulls would appear in the United Center that season. In Game 7, in Boston, the Bulls weaknesses finally showed and they were eliminated from the playoffs. But, that night it didn’t matter what was going to happen the next day. The energy inside of that building was as if the Bulls had just won the entire championship.

3. Super Bowl XLI 2007, Chicago Bears v. Indianapolis Colts

The 2006-2007 NFL season was a strange one in Chicago. Rex Grossman was our quarterback and after every win, we were left looking at each other, wondering if we were dreaming or if Rexy was actually in the process of leading the Bears to the Super Bowl. Well, the Bears were underdogs from the onset, no questions asked, but Devin Hester had been blazing by just about everyone, returning just about every kick for a touchdown all season, so maybe there was a chance. Maybe. We bought into it anyway. Chicago stopped its normal activities on February 4, to watch the two teams play in the rain in Miami. Whether we were at bars, saving seats in front of a television for hours or whether we were at a party with friends or relatives or whether we were at home nervously munching on spinach balls, not saying much at all for fear of jinxing something, we were all watching. We were all watching when the ball was kicked off to start the game and we were all watching and screaming and cheering at whichever TV was the closest while Devin Hester returned the opening kick for a touchdown. What a pace setter. What a game changer. Even if Rex was our quarterback, we had Devin and that was enough. Maybe. But, the rain kept falling and that initial lead was lost with injuries to our number one running back, Cedric Benson, and a Colts team that wanted it more. Eventually the game was lost and there was no joy in Chicago that night, but Devin Hester’s electric abilities were reason enough for just a little bit of hope and excitement.

(Maybe) The Best Music of 2009.

Especially this year, for as many people who are putting certain records, Animal Collective’s Merriweather Post Pavillion and Grizzly Bear’s Veckatimest specifically, on their “Best of 2009” lists, a lot of people are also putting those records on their “Not Best of 2009” lists. Some of these people are people I know and I know that they know good music.

So, why go as far as to say that these records aren’t any good? Independent music listeners have a long history of going against the mainstream, turning on bands or artists that have “sold out,” even if they are still producing worthwhile music. The only thing I can think of is that these bands have gotten too “big” for people who want to be on the fringes more than to be a part of a large group. Maybe they just want their lists to be different from everybody else’s lists. There could be a bunch of reasons for people turning on these genuinely great records, but whatever they are, it’s happening. So, put these records on your on your “Not Best of 2009” lists, but I will not. These two records in particular were records whose release dates I anticipated and they were records that did not disappoint and they were records that I am still going back to, months after their releases.

Best 10 Records, in my opinion, of 2009

1. Grizzly Bear- Veckatimest

2. Dirty Projectors- Bitte Orca

3. Phoenix- Wolfgang Amadeus Phoenix

4. Animal Collective- Merriweather Post Pavilion

5. Peter Bjorn and John- Living Thing

6. Acron/Family- Set ‘Em Wild, Set ‘Em Free

7. Raekwon- Only Built 4 Cuban Linx, Pt. 2

8. Tortoise- Beacons of Ancestorship

9. The Very Best- Warm Heart of Africa

10. Mos Def- The Ecstatic